Let’s explore the discomfort of uncertainty and the beauty of surrendering to the unknown.
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welcome to the, um, addition today i have a point us safely into port. welcome to the, um, addition today i have a few point us safely into port. welcome to the, um, addition today i have a few notes because welcome to the, um, addition today i have a few notes because i'm gonna read you welcome to the, um, addition today i have a few notes because i'm gonna read you some poetry. this is about making this is about making friends with this is about making friends with uncertainty. actually embracing the ambiguous.
actually embracing the ambiguous. it seems actually embracing the ambiguous. it seems counterintuitive. actually embracing the ambiguous. it seems counterintuitive. but trust me i've been actually embracing the ambiguous. it seems counterintuitive. but trust me i've been on a journey it seems counterintuitive. but trust me i've been on a journey with it seems counterintuitive. but trust me i've been on a journey with ambiguity. caregiving my mother who just caregiving my mother who just had her 95th birthday.
caregiving my mother who just had her 95th birthday. and is in some caregiving my mother who just had her 95th birthday. and is in some of the caregiving my mother who just had her 95th birthday. and is in some of the beginning stages her 95th birthday. and is in some of the beginning stages of dementia. her 95th birthday. and is in some of the beginning stages of dementia. very her 95th birthday. and is in some of the beginning stages of dementia. very thankful that she. of the beginning stages of dementia.
very thankful that she. uh is of the beginning stages of dementia. very thankful that she. uh is mostly dementia. very thankful that she. uh is mostly maybe eighty percent of the dementia. very thankful that she. uh is mostly maybe eighty percent of the time cognizant and uh is mostly maybe eighty percent of the time cognizant and tracking uh is mostly maybe eighty percent of the time cognizant and tracking conversations. of the time cognizant and tracking conversations. but there are of the time cognizant and tracking conversations.
but there are times of the time cognizant and tracking conversations. but there are times when it's of the time cognizant and tracking conversations. but there are times when it's difficult tracking conversations. but there are times when it's difficult or alarming. tracking conversations. but there are times when it's difficult or alarming. Hard to tracking conversations. but there are times when it's difficult or alarming. Hard to hard to accept. any decline even though it any decline even though it is inevitable.
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Embracing uncertainty, you know? Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human tendency Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human tendency speaking Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human tendency speaking for Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human tendency speaking for myself is Embracing uncertainty, you know? the human tendency speaking for myself is to fear the human tendency speaking for myself is to fear the unknown is to. the human tendency speaking for myself is to fear the unknown is to.
uh actually the human tendency speaking for myself is to fear the unknown is to. uh actually be the human tendency speaking for myself is to fear the unknown is to. uh actually be skeptical myself is to fear the unknown is to. uh actually be skeptical or wary or. myself is to fear the unknown is to. uh actually be skeptical or wary or. Even myself is to fear the unknown is to. uh actually be skeptical or wary or. Even distrustful. uh just not wanting uh just not wanting to trust uh just not wanting to trust what is unknown.
I think that's a. uh just not wanting to trust what is unknown. I think that's a. Normal reflex. uh just not wanting to trust what is unknown. I think that's a. Normal reflex. because we don't is unknown. I think that's a. Normal reflex. because we don't like murky is unknown. I think that's a. Normal reflex. because we don't like murky We don't like. Normal reflex. because we don't like murky We don't like. Uh, uncertainty. Normal reflex. because we don't like murky We don't like. Uh, uncertainty.
is we don't like murky We don't like. Uh, uncertainty. is we don't really care for it. uncertainty. is we don't really care for it. i'm reaching out to you uncertainty. is we don't really care for it. i'm reaching out to you today to. uncertainty. is we don't really care for it. i'm reaching out to you today to. that you come on care for it. i'm reaching out to you today to. that you come on my journey with me. care for it. i'm reaching out to you today to. that you come on my journey with me. try you today to.
that you come on my journey with me. try embracing the unknown. you today to. that you come on my journey with me. try embracing the unknown. Rather than, um, journey with me. try embracing the unknown. Rather than, um, stay stuck or journey with me. try embracing the unknown. Rather than, um, stay stuck or stymied. journey with me. try embracing the unknown. Rather than, um, stay stuck or stymied. frozen in the unknown. Rather than, um, stay stuck or stymied. frozen in fear why don't the unknown.
Rather than, um, stay stuck or stymied. frozen in fear why don't you lean in the unknown. Rather than, um, stay stuck or stymied. frozen in fear why don't you lean in with stay stuck or stymied. frozen in fear why don't you lean in with curiosity? see what you might see what you might learn from see what you might learn from the uncertainty. see what you might learn from the uncertainty. do we do see what you might learn from the uncertainty. do we do that? see what you might learn from the uncertainty.
do we do that? How do we mindfully? see what you might learn from the uncertainty. do we do that? How do we mindfully? lean in and uncertainty. do we do that? How do we mindfully? lean in and embrace uncertainty. do we do that? How do we mindfully? lean in and embrace the uncertainty. do we do that? How do we mindfully? lean in and embrace the unknown one uncertainty. do we do that? How do we mindfully? lean in and embrace the unknown one of the do we mindfully? lean in and embrace the unknown one of the ways i do we mindfully?
lean in and embrace the unknown one of the ways i have do we mindfully? lean in and embrace the unknown one of the ways i have found to be helpful. is to invite is to invite a is to invite a conversation with somebody. is to invite a conversation with somebody. perhaps is also is to invite a conversation with somebody. perhaps is also a caregiver is to invite a conversation with somebody. perhaps is also a caregiver well or somebody. perhaps is also a caregiver well or maybe is just in somebody.
perhaps is also a caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. somebody. perhaps is also a caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. as you may somebody. perhaps is also a caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. as you may be of. caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. as you may be of. the caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. as you may be of. the unknown. caregiver well or maybe is just in a season. as you may be of. the unknown. contemplating a in a season. as you may be of.
the unknown. contemplating a future that in a season. as you may be of. the unknown. contemplating a future that is a canvas. the unknown. contemplating a future that is a canvas. That is blank. so so curiosity. so curiosity. leads to so curiosity. leads to exploring so curiosity. leads to exploring what is possible. so curiosity. leads to exploring what is possible. than so curiosity. leads to exploring what is possible. than staying so curiosity. leads to exploring what is possible. than staying stuck so curiosity.
leads to exploring what is possible. than staying stuck and inviting what is possible. than staying stuck and inviting a conversation. what is possible. than staying stuck and inviting a conversation. uh what is possible. than staying stuck and inviting a conversation. uh is having empathy for someone else. having empathy for someone else. who's living with having empathy for someone else. who's living with ambiguity having empathy for someone else. who's living with ambiguity once having empathy for someone else.
who's living with ambiguity once we having empathy for someone else. who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say having empathy for someone else. who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say oh who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. you experienced who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. you experienced this who's living with ambiguity once we connect we say oh you too.
Hmm. you experienced this too how we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. you experienced this too how are we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. you experienced this too how are you managing? we connect we say oh you too. Hmm. you experienced this too how are you managing? and it Hmm. you experienced this too how are you managing? and it informs your heart. Hmm. you experienced this too how are you managing? and it informs your heart. then your are you managing? and it informs your heart. then your experience informs are you managing?
and it informs your heart. then your experience informs their heart. are you managing? and it informs your heart. then your experience informs their heart. there's are you managing? and it informs your heart. then your experience informs their heart. there's a your heart. then your experience informs their heart. there's a connection. rather than staying rather than staying stuck and silent. rather than staying stuck and silent. we can try rather than staying stuck and silent. we can try to process rather than staying stuck and silent.
we can try to process it rather than staying stuck and silent. we can try to process it um rather than staying stuck and silent. we can try to process it um can you silent. we can try to process it um can you tell, I've been spending time with my Canadian. um can you tell, I've been spending time with my Canadian. friends spending time with my Canadian. friends Friends let's process this information. Uh, I say that with all affection. Invite conversations with others. uh curiosity leads uh curiosity leads to imagination uh curiosity leads to imagination imagination uh curiosity leads to imagination imagination leads uh curiosity leads to imagination imagination leads to possibility.
uh curiosity leads to imagination imagination leads to possibility. and rather than uh curiosity leads to imagination imagination leads to possibility. and rather than fear tri imagination leads to possibility. and rather than fear tri being curious and and rather than fear tri being curious and then finally, I would like to say. resilience it's such resilience it's such a great word. when there's resilience in your when there's resilience in your life there's an when there's resilience in your life there's an ability when there's resilience in your life there's an ability to bounce back.
when there's resilience in your life there's an ability to bounce back. from the pain life there's an ability to bounce back. from the pain or the uncertainty. life there's an ability to bounce back. from the pain or the uncertainty. there can life there's an ability to bounce back. from the pain or the uncertainty. there can even back. from the pain or the uncertainty. there can even be anxiety around. back. from the pain or the uncertainty. there can even be anxiety around. Happy things. uncertainty.
there can even be anxiety around. Happy things. uh some of uncertainty. there can even be anxiety around. Happy things. uh some of us uncertainty. there can even be anxiety around. Happy things. uh some of us are involved in. anxiety around. Happy things. uh some of us are involved in. moving maybe to anxiety around. Happy things. uh some of us are involved in. moving maybe to a new some of us are involved in. moving maybe to a new geographical location. some of us are involved in. moving maybe to a new geographical location.
maybe moving maybe to a new geographical location. maybe somebody in moving maybe to a new geographical location. maybe somebody in the moving maybe to a new geographical location. maybe somebody in the sph sphere geographical location. maybe somebody in the sph sphere has accepted geographical location. maybe somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a geographical location. maybe somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a new job geographical location. maybe somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a new job position.
somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a new job position. pretty somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a new job position. pretty pretty exciting somebody in the sph sphere has accepted a new job position. pretty pretty exciting but also accepted a new job position. pretty pretty exciting but also of accepted a new job position. pretty pretty exciting but also of lots of uncertainty. accepted a new job position. pretty pretty exciting but also of lots of uncertainty. many pretty pretty exciting but also of lots of uncertainty.
many questions. pretty pretty exciting but also of lots of uncertainty. many questions. questions pretty pretty exciting but also of lots of uncertainty. many questions. questions true in of lots of uncertainty. many questions. questions true in the human condition. of lots of uncertainty. many questions. questions true in the human condition. that we're all questions. questions true in the human condition. that we're all in. questions. questions true in the human condition. that we're all in. any kind questions.
questions true in the human condition. that we're all in. any kind of unknown. questions. questions true in the human condition. that we're all in. any kind of unknown. it human condition. that we're all in. any kind of unknown. it it good bad human condition. that we're all in. any kind of unknown. it it good bad or indifferent? It's not comfortable. and so i invite you to and so i invite you to make it more comfortable. and so i invite you to make it more comfortable. By doing these and so i invite you to make it more comfortable.
By doing these uh easy and so i invite you to make it more comfortable. By doing these uh easy steps and so i invite you to make it more comfortable. By doing these uh easy steps again i'd be more comfortable. By doing these uh easy steps again i'd be curious. Lean in. uh easy steps again i'd be curious. Lean in. uh enjoy the resilience uh easy steps again i'd be curious. Lean in. uh enjoy the resilience of bouncing uh easy steps again i'd be curious. Lean in. uh enjoy the resilience of bouncing back.
curious. Lean in. uh enjoy the resilience of bouncing back. Invite conversations with others. resilience of bouncing back. Invite conversations with others. and i think resilience of bouncing back. Invite conversations with others. and i think that was resilience of bouncing back. Invite conversations with others. and i think that was it resilience of bouncing back. Invite conversations with others. and i think that was it one two Invite conversations with others. and i think that was it one two Those were my bullet points.
there's beauty in surrendering there's beauty in surrendering to the there's beauty in surrendering to the unknown. There is. there's beauty in surrendering to the unknown. There is. i consult my there's beauty in surrendering to the unknown. There is. i consult my watch because. the unknown. There is. i consult my watch because. twenty five minutes the unknown. There is. i consult my watch because. twenty five minutes i pick my watch because. twenty five minutes i pick up my four-year-old minutes i pick up my four-year-old granddaughter from preschool.
minutes i pick up my four-year-old granddaughter from preschool. deliver her minutes i pick up my four-year-old granddaughter from preschool. deliver her to four-year-old granddaughter from preschool. deliver her to her next four-year-old granddaughter from preschool. deliver her to her next destination, busy kid. lovely lovely kid i lovely lovely kid i just, I adore her. lovely lovely kid i just, I adore her. ah but lovely lovely kid i just, I adore her. ah but i digress i have digress i have some poems digress i have some poems in one digress i have some poems in one of.
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on the internet. i'm going to read them to you and then the third poem is found them. on the internet. i'm going to read them to you and then the third poem is by going to read them to you and then the third poem is by Emily Dickinson. so this one so this one by author unknown. uh is beyond uh is beyond the horizon. uh is beyond the horizon. dreams that uh is beyond the horizon. dreams that soar uh is beyond the horizon. dreams that soar like wings in flight. uh is beyond the horizon. dreams that soar like wings in flight.
we chased uh is beyond the horizon. dreams that soar like wings in flight. we chased the sun. that soar like wings in flight. we chased the sun. embrace the light for that soar like wings in flight. we chased the sun. embrace the light for every step. we chased the sun. embrace the light for every step. though paths we chased the sun. embrace the light for every step. though paths may stream. reveals the joy reveals the joy in love. reveals the joy in love. and reveals the joy in love. and pain.
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form and share. each stroke a choice. blank and bare with colors. form and share. each stroke a choice. a pass blank and bare with colors. form and share. each stroke a choice. a pass unknown. and share. each stroke a choice. a pass unknown. we shaped the hues and share. each stroke a choice. a pass unknown. we shaped the hues as and share. each stroke a choice. a pass unknown. we shaped the hues as seeds are sown. every splash a tail every splash a tail we weave. every splash a tail we weave. in mysteries deep every splash a tail we weave.
in mysteries deep we dare. every splash a tail we weave. in mysteries deep we dare. Believe for life. every splash a tail we weave. in mysteries deep we dare. Believe for life. a canvas full every splash a tail we weave. in mysteries deep we dare. Believe for life. a canvas full of grace. Together. We create our space. i do believe my favorite i do believe my favorite word in this i do believe my favorite word in this poem i do believe my favorite word in this poem is together. We need not journey alone.
If we don't want to. let's lock arms with let's lock arms with somebody else. the cadre is perfect for that. the cadre is perfect for that. This is the cadre is perfect for that. This is poem by the cadre is perfect for that. This is poem by emily the cadre is perfect for that. This is poem by emily dickinson it's the cadre is perfect for that. This is poem by emily dickinson it's titled invisible. the cadre is perfect for that. This is poem by emily dickinson it's titled invisible. To me. This is poem by emily dickinson it's titled invisible.
To me. words in This is poem by emily dickinson it's titled invisible. To me. words in this short poem. it's titled invisible. To me. words in this short poem. capture what it's titled invisible. To me. words in this short poem. capture what it's like. to lose my to lose my mother incrementally. She is 95. She is 95. she has She is 95. she has some onset She is 95. she has some onset of She is 95. she has some onset of dementia mostly She is 95. she has some onset of dementia mostly it's in the She is 95.
she has some onset of dementia mostly it's in the evenings it's what they dementia mostly it's in the evenings it's what they call sundowners. dementia mostly it's in the evenings it's what they call sundowners. you're dementia mostly it's in the evenings it's what they call sundowners. you're familiar dementia mostly it's in the evenings it's what they call sundowners. you're familiar with evenings it's what they call sundowners. you're familiar with uh nursing evenings it's what they call sundowners.
you're familiar with uh nursing homes and the sundowners. you're familiar with uh nursing homes and the environment there oftentimes. uh nursing homes and the environment there oftentimes. um it's uh nursing homes and the environment there oftentimes. um it's after uh nursing homes and the environment there oftentimes. um it's after dinner and. environment there oftentimes. um it's after dinner and. when darkness environment there oftentimes. um it's after dinner and. when darkness is environment there oftentimes.
um it's after dinner and. when darkness is setting in it's after dinner and. when darkness is setting in it's called it's after dinner and. when darkness is setting in it's called sundowners. it's after dinner and. when darkness is setting in it's called sundowners. some of darkness is setting in it's called sundowners. some of the residents become. darkness is setting in it's called sundowners. some of the residents become. confused and called sundowners. some of the residents become. confused and disoriented.
residents become. confused and disoriented. so there are times when i residents become. confused and disoriented. so there are times when i call my residents become. confused and disoriented. so there are times when i call my mom on disoriented. so there are times when i call my mom on the phone and. disoriented. so there are times when i call my mom on the phone and. uh she's not always disoriented. so there are times when i call my mom on the phone and. uh she's not always certain when i call my mom on the phone and.
uh she's not always certain who when i call my mom on the phone and. uh she's not always certain who she's talking and. uh she's not always certain who she's talking to and it's me her and. uh she's not always certain who she's talking to and it's me her daughter, Kathy. who she's talking to and it's me her daughter, Kathy. That's tough. who she's talking to and it's me her daughter, Kathy. That's tough. it's tough on who she's talking to and it's me her daughter, Kathy. That's tough. it's tough on her who she's talking to and it's me her daughter, Kathy.
That's tough. it's tough on her end cuz her daughter, Kathy. That's tough. it's tough on her end cuz she's her daughter, Kathy. That's tough. it's tough on her end cuz she's experiencing that. tough. it's tough on her end cuz she's experiencing that. it's tough on my end tough. it's tough on her end cuz she's experiencing that. it's tough on my end because tough. it's tough on her end cuz she's experiencing that. it's tough on my end because i'm she's experiencing that. it's tough on my end because i'm receiving.
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so this is again really tracking what the conversation. so this is again by emily really tracking what the conversation. so this is again by emily Dickinson, invisible. conversation. so this is again by emily Dickinson, invisible. from us she conversation. so this is again by emily Dickinson, invisible. from us she wandered conversation. so this is again by emily Dickinson, invisible. from us she wandered now a year conversation. so this is again by emily Dickinson, invisible. from us she wandered now a year her emily Dickinson, invisible.
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prevent her feet. that that ethereal zone. no eye has seen and lived. We ignorant must be ethereal zone. no eye has seen and lived. We ignorant must be only know what time and lived. We ignorant must be only know what time of year we took. and lived. We ignorant must be only know what time of year we took. the and lived. We ignorant must be only know what time of year we took. the mystery. it's part of it's part of the it's part of the ambiguity. it's part of the ambiguity. this goer mystery it's part of the ambiguity.
this goer mystery that sort it's part of the ambiguity. this goer mystery that sort of descends on us. it's part of the ambiguity. this goer mystery that sort of descends on us. like a it's part of the ambiguity. this goer mystery that sort of descends on us. like a veil that goer mystery that sort of descends on us. like a veil that you sort goer mystery that sort of descends on us. like a veil that you sort of walk through. descends on us. like a veil that you sort of walk through. by gomer descends on us.
like a veil that you sort of walk through. by gomer i descends on us. like a veil that you sort of walk through. by gomer i mean spider's you sort of walk through. by gomer i mean spider's web something very you sort of walk through. by gomer i mean spider's web something very thin and gomer i mean spider's web something very thin and almost UNS. gomer i mean spider's web something very thin and almost UNS. unseen Unseen ethereal. and we journey and we journey forth and we journey forth but. and we journey forth but.
not and we journey forth but. not super and we journey forth but. not super comfortable and we journey forth but. not super comfortable it's not terribly and we journey forth but. not super comfortable it's not terribly clear. and we journey forth but. not super comfortable it's not terribly clear. and i can't and we journey forth but. not super comfortable it's not terribly clear. and i can't even super comfortable it's not terribly clear. and i can't even pinpoint super comfortable it's not terribly clear.
and i can't even pinpoint when my super comfortable it's not terribly clear. and i can't even pinpoint when my mom first. fell out of fell out of step with fell out of step with reality. I don't remember. fell out of step with reality. I don't remember. a year ago fell out of step with reality. I don't remember. a year ago was it six fell out of step with reality. I don't remember. a year ago was it six months ago? fell out of step with reality. I don't remember. a year ago was it six months ago?
I don't know. don't remember. a year ago was it six months ago? I don't know. but i know don't remember. a year ago was it six months ago? I don't know. but i know it's don't remember. a year ago was it six months ago? I don't know. but i know it's happening and it's. six months ago? I don't know. but i know it's happening and it's. It's increasing. that's the ambiguity i'm that's the ambiguity i'm living that's the ambiguity i'm living in everyone's is that's the ambiguity i'm living in everyone's is altogether that's the ambiguity i'm living in everyone's is altogether different.
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here on caregiver day in the cadre. so i wanna refer experience, parti. here on caregiver day in the cadre. so i wanna refer back to a experience, parti. here on caregiver day in the cadre. so i wanna refer back to a newcomer caregiver day in the cadre. so i wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform. His. caregiver day in the cadre. so i wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform. His. is josh wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform. His. is josh lety l e wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform.
His. is josh lety l e d d wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform. His. is josh lety l e d d y wanna refer back to a newcomer to this platform. His. is josh lety l e d d y Josh yesterday. this platform. His. is josh lety l e d d y Josh yesterday. that was my this platform. His. is josh lety l e d d y Josh yesterday. that was my first this platform. His. is josh lety l e d d y Josh yesterday. that was my first visit on his was my first visit on his livestream. I invite you to go and do the replay.
was my first visit on his livestream. I invite you to go and do the replay. talks was my first visit on his livestream. I invite you to go and do the replay. talks about livestream. I invite you to go and do the replay. talks about pain livestream. I invite you to go and do the replay. talks about pain management and so and do the replay. talks about pain management and so i have a feeling and do the replay. talks about pain management and so i have a feeling he'll and do the replay. talks about pain management and so i have a feeling he'll be showing up.
pain management and so i have a feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays pain management and so i have a feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays in pain management and so i have a feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays in therasphere josh feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty. feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty. turns his feeling he'll be showing up. wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty. turns his experience into wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty.
turns his experience into a roadmap wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty. turns his experience into a roadmap for healing. wednesdays in therasphere josh Letty. turns his experience into a roadmap for healing. does that Letty. turns his experience into a roadmap for healing. does that for Letty. turns his experience into a roadmap for healing. does that for him and Letty. turns his experience into a roadmap for healing. does that for him and for others. a roadmap for healing. does that for him and for others.
so it's almost like a roadmap for healing. does that for him and for others. so it's almost like he's handing you. for him and for others. so it's almost like he's handing you. old school fold-up for him and for others. so it's almost like he's handing you. old school fold-up roadmap map almost like he's handing you. old school fold-up roadmap map that you almost like he's handing you. old school fold-up roadmap map that you can unfold and put your school fold-up roadmap map that you can unfold and put your own markers on it.
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Pilots with me speak wonder. See you next week. and Pilots with me speak wonder. See you next week. and uh, I got a jet. Pilots with me speak wonder. See you next week. and uh, I got a jet. i'm gonna get in the you next week. and uh, I got a jet. i'm gonna get in the carpool line.
