“Fear Shouldn’t Have the Louder Voice”

Yeah. I mean one of the things I want to say is I think that experience really helped me to truly see that I really wanted to be a father because I had a lot of mixed emotions about that and most of it was just from very good for very good reasons. I didn't want to bring a child. I didn't want any possibility of a child experiencing what I had experienced which a lot of people have that you you know that that saying but at a certain point you know you have to step back. I'm glad I had people who challenged that thinking because it's like wait I'm sober, I'm healthy, I'm taking care of myself.

I'm a really good candidate for being a father and not doing anything that was done to me. So if I wanted to be you know a parent I'm like a really good choice to do that. And so this fear shouldn't have the louder voice sa.